Chaos!

Several days I wish to quit,
Chaotic life I feel I should quit,
I take a break these days each week,
To figure why to live when I can quit.
I feel time's a waste, for I can't win,
Those aims so high that everyone's set,
In this world running so fast,
I know I don't fit.
I wish I couldn't feel others' pain,
For it is indeed waste to go through someone else's pain,
For all those insensitive people around,
Life's great to live around.
Each day's a waste and I enjoy none,
I wish I had taken education when young,
With politics involved in all fields,
Nothing worthwhile to do, I feel so numb.
Everything's chaotic I feel peace at none,
For colleges are no more so much fun,
Feels a waste to live around,
I don't find a reason to stay around.