Friday, September 29, 2017

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न पाठवलेल्या emailsची संख्या दिवसेंदिवस वाढत चालल्ये,
आणि drafts मधल्या mailsनी बऱ्याच, trashची वाट धरली आहे.
Composeही होत नाहीत पूर्वी इतके mails आता,
वेळ सारा चालला आहे formal conversations मध्ये सारा !

दोन-चार पानं mail लिहिणारा मी, आता ४ वाक्यात सारं बोलणं आवरतो,
कोणी मनातलं जाणुन घेईल म्हणून संवादच सध्या टाळतो.
वाट चुकलोय कळतं, पण अजून नवी वाट सापडत नाही,
उद्या तरी सापडेल ही अशा मात्र, अजून मनातनं जात नाही!

Monday, August 14, 2017

न सांगितलेल्या भावना

उपयोग नसतो उगीच रोज इतरांचा भानगडीत पडण्यात,
काहीच अर्थ नसतो उगाच बरोबर गोष्टींसाठी झगडण्यात,
कोणालाच कोणाचं काही पडलेलं नसतं या दुनियेत,
काहीच शहाणपणा नसतो आपली मते मांडण्यात.

मनं मारून, आहे त्यात समाधान मानता यायला हव,
समाधान नसल तर मान खाली घालून गप्प बसता यायला हवा,
आपलं आयुष्य आपल्याला एकटं एकटं निवांत जगता यायला हवं,
काहीच अपेक्षा न बाळगता, पिंजऱ्यात स्वतःच मनं कोंडता यायला हवं !

Thursday, July 6, 2017

कोकणस्तानी कोकण सोडल्यावर!

कोकणस्तानी कोकण सोडल्यावर,
पावसाळे सारे नाहिसे होतात,
भिजणं, चिखलात घसरण, सारं बंद होतं,
आणि पावसाळे जगणे राहून जातं !

उन्हाळ्यातले घामोळे येत नाहीत,
पण उन्ह मात्र फार जास्ती जाणवत,
त्रास फार जास्ती होतो उन्हाचा,
आणि कोकणातलाच उन्हाळा बरा वाटू लागतो !

आंबे मिळतात राहतो  बाहेरही, पण हापूस मात्रं तसा मिळतं नाही,
नीरा - ताडगोळे आठवून पण, त्या flavour चे ice-cream खाऊन मनं भरत नाही,
छोट्या छोट्या वळणाऱ्या रस्त्यांवर, गाडी चालवायची मजा आठ पदरी रस्त्यांवर येत नाही,
आणि माणसं चांगली जरी भेटली तरी, हळवे, साधेभोळे  कोकणस्थ भेटत नाहीत !

Monday, June 5, 2017

प्रेमात पाडावं तर कवीचाचं!

प्रेमात पडावं तर एखाद्या कवीचा प्रेमात पाडावं,
आपण असो वा नसो, त्याचा हृदयात मात्र आपण कायम रहातोच.
वसरलो जरी त्याचा उल्लेख आपल्या आयुष्यात करण,
तरी त्याचा कवितेत मात्र आपलं अस्तित्व रहातच!

विसरून जातो आपण जुने प्रसंग,
जुने विनोद, व लहान पाणीचं रुसणं.
आठवणीत मग त्या स्वप्न रंगवत एकटाच बसतो तो कवी,
नी मगं सर्व भावना अल्गज कागदावर उतरवतो तो ही कवीच.

विसरत नाही कवी त्या सर्व आठवणी,
ओवायला मात्र शब्द सततं शोधत राहतो,
आणि अचानक मग फार उशीरच कधीतरी,
मंन मोकळं सारं करून, एकटाच जुन्या आठवणीत हसत बसतो!

त्रास नाही देत फार सोडून कोणी गेल्यावर,
सारं प्रेम कागदावर उतरवत बसतो,
रुसला जरी असला तरी,
शब्द नाहीत व्यक्त करायला समजून, पुन्हा वादळ एकटाच शांत जगून पाहतो.

फावल्या वेळेत एकटाच बसतो,
आजू बाजूची माणसं पहात,
हसून थोडसं जुनं आठवत,
उगीच कोठेतरी पुन्हा काहितरी रखडतो!

सोडत नाही आठवणी कधीच,
लिखाणात कायम आपल्याला अमर ठेवतो,
जग जरी आपण त्याचं सोडलं तरी,
आपल्याला तो नेहेमीच मनात जिवंत ठेवतो!


Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Hello! Anyone there?

Hello!! Is anyone there? Listening?
Please respond. I'm scared. It's been too lonely lately.
Anyone there? I'm still alive.

Seems another lonely day. There's no one alive nearby. Everyone seems dead- dead with their routine to live a life.

If you ever need to reach out, I'm always there. I'm still alive. You can stop by, we can hang out, if not, we can at least talk! I'm available at 7588106345/9823841248/8169172626. You can call anytime you feel you need someone to talk to.

I know it's all alone out there. Life's difficult and everyone's too busy to give a shit about your feelings! It is not fine, I know. But, people are not as empathetic as you are, to understand.

Chill! There's no point being too serious. Stay low at times, it is normal. It is not necessary to always be too enthusiastic and keep struggling to make life better! Take a break. You can start living in a reverse fashion where you can actually live free, not be stressed at all and for a break - work once in a while. It is fine. We're all going to die. It is just about time.

And I am there. Still alive. Finding some people who could be alive. Haven't figured out any currently! If you are still living despite your schedule or have actually scrapped your schedule, we can talk.

Till then, keep drifting in your life - keep your dead life going! Someday, you'll wake up!

Sunday, January 15, 2017

I am a paradox!

I'm a paradox. 
I'm optimistic, but I criticise a lot! 
I'm sentimental, but do think practically!
I'm happy, but situations do frustrate me a lot! 
I'm patient, but I do lose temper quite often!
I love a lot, but I do don't give a shit to many people!
I am way too fast, but I am slow a lot of times..........

B.Tech के बाद क्या करोगे? (What will you do after B.Tech?)

Once upon a time..........(2010's rainy season)
Sem III had begun, and it was very nice to learn a lot of new subjects - it was the start of real Mechanical Engineering subjects!
I was standing in a queue outside the SBI ATM at Lonere and I was the last guy in it. My thermodynamics professor joined the queue, and as a courtesy, I asked him if he was in a hurry and needed to skip the queue. It was the first time we had met outside the university premises. He asked me what I would be doing after B.Tech.
The biggest question anyone could ask at that age. It has become a tradition to do engineering and then think what to do next. I, on the other hand, had different intentions. Like most of those who pursue engineering, I too didn't want to do engineering. I wanted to do a B.Sc-M.Sc-Ph.D and become a teacher in some school. I sort of loved that life. Having studied in MSAS Panvel from nursery to XII standard, I guess, each MSAS student must have met Sandip Mitra sir, who taught science in school and physics in junior college. I loved this guy! Cool, smart, techie, happy, a very good teacher, a sportsman who played football, basketball, badminton almost daily after school hours and even late evenings. Why wouldn't I want to be like him? I always admired him. I just wanted to be like him. A teacher. Someone whom all students admire, love and be open to!
Fortunately or unfortunately, none of my teachers wanted me to pursue a B.Sc-M.Sc and I had no intentions of living Panvel. My parents didn't want me to pursue a B.Sc either. Everyone tried convincing me that I should rather take up engineering like everyone else. So I changed my mind to choosing Automobile Engineering, which I suppose, each kid those days would like. That resulted into a new problem - there weren't much colleges with a degree in Automobile Engineering and closest to Automobile was Mechanical Engineering. That's how I entered Mechanical Engineering.
And here was this professor asking what I would do after B.Tech when I actually drifted far away from my flight plan.
Politely, I replied, I want to be a teacher. That quite surprised him. In a very typical style of his, he saw me in the eyes bypassing those frameless spectacles of his, and said, why teaching? I said I like it. He said, teaching has a good scope and that new IITs would come up in future and those IITs would need good teachers. I asked him how would someone be a Professor, and he said, go to some IIT and do a M.Tech or go abroad and do M.S., but don't stop there, pursue a Ph.D., do research and then return to become a professor.
That prof later became my M.Tech guide and would probably be my Ph.D guide too!

Serenity Prayer

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